Not gonna lie, I've never fundraised anything before, and the whole prospect is quite daunting. Having been completely self-reliant, it isn't the fact that I will be completely dependent on others' generosity, but rather that I have so much to do in so short a time. Having committed to going on Gap Year very recently, I'm quite a bit late to the party; my first deadline for funds is only four days away and it feels like I can do nothing to even get close to it. 

 But even knowing all that, I know my God is bigger than any dollar amount I could ever imagine. If He truly owns the cattle on a thousand hills, He can help me muster up a measly fifteen grand. Anxiety, a relatively recent struggle, might think it has the upper hand, but not only is God filthy rich, He created peace and has it in such abundant quantities, there for the asking. So even though I have no idea how any of this is going to work, I know my God and that He is still in the business of miracles.